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28/10/08

永远的巨人

记得小时候的我
总爱粘着我心中的巨人
巨人 就是我的一切
握着比我大一倍的手
靠着比我大十倍的肩膀
那就是我的幸福

每一样东西,每一件事物
都有保存期限
只是...
我从没想到
我的幸福竟然如此的短暂

巨人 终于站不起来了
看着他苍白的脸色
听着他痛苦的呻吟
一旁照顾他的我
都几乎心碎了

巨人的离去
让我解脱了多日以来艰难的任务
望着盒子里那冷冰冰的巨人
我一度的提醒自己
“接受事实吧”

没有了巨人掩护
站在错中复杂的十字路口中
迷失了方向
生活也被打乱了

记得每一个早晨
巨人都会牵着我的手
去吃一顿丰富的早餐
失去了巨人
我没了吃早餐的习惯
体重 持续的下降

不断的思考 不断的争扎
寻求的 是一个平衡点
维持我心中的次序
不至于崩溃

生活 其实很简单
只是爱钻牛角尖的我
被蒙蔽了双眼
看不清前方

原来我在寻找的平衡点
就一直在我身边
那就是 家人与朋友

一句关怀的问候
一个温软的拥抱
支持着我 鼓励着我
无论前方有多坎坷
我都会努力的走下去
永远都不向命运低头

巨人 永远都活在我心中
我的生命 因你的出现
而完美

是时候
我该睡觉了zzZ
晚安 爸爸

23/10/08

Family dinner

Last Friday, our family was held a dinner at pujut. I forgot the restaurant's name. It is a lousy restaurant for me. There was no other customers at all like we had booked the whole restaurant but actually only two tables.lol... One for youngers, one for old folks. But my mother and one of my aunt insist to sit at the youngers side. =_=!!!

My mother looks smaller with my brother.
I teach my bro to pose like that.lol...

Taking from the reflection of mirror.

Yo!! I found that I got "big small" eye

Me and Peng Peng.

I tried very hard to be taller already... but still...

Taking picture with my cousin-->Mary.
She was also studied in Curtin but at Perth and played volleyball.
Looks like our family can compete the loyalty to curtin with Miss Hannah.

My bro and my eldest sis. They actually not that close.
This pose was also teached by me.

My sis and her "proud"--->braces
One of my uncle's wife will always ask a question everytime she saw us.
Who are the one who was always following father everywhere??
--->me
Then... " Oh!! I know you, I always saw you followed your father when you was small."
=_=!!! Dunno she really recognise me or not?

16/10/08

My birthday ^_^

15th October---> My birthday!!
Actually I aspect my friend do not remember where I live because I only brought them twice to my house... Once for jing wen and once for zing man with jess. IMPOSSIBLE for them to remember where I live. But all the impossible happened, just because something exist in my house. Yes, a traitor, "my roommate". She gave all my informations without my consent.

About one hour before my birthday, I was doing my heat transfer project.

Then I felt very tired and played with my camera.


Suddenly I received a phone call...
Jess: Happy birthday Siok Kian... I'm now outside your house now, fast! come out now.
Me: Ha!? Issit?? Don't cheat la!!
Jess: Really!!!
Me: Then why my dogs didn't bark?
Jess: your dogs very queit lei...
Me:......?????(can't get what she trying to say)
Actually I saw my sister hugging something and acts very weird. She didn't gave me any response at all when I asked her what happen. Who knows she was playing her traitor games.

I heard my sisters said my friends shout outside at house.lol... I don't know what they were shouting because I'm stayed in my room and listened to the songs. Very sorry for that...lol because I'm also a bit of deaf.

Suddenly I heard noises outside my room and went out for a look. Then I saw 3 person stand at the corridor but I can't saw they face ( I'm also shut my room's light). So scary~~ and I recognise one of them was the angel with demon's heart-->jess, cos I never saw such a dark angel before.lol...

Then like usual, make 3 wishes, blow candles, cut the cake, pick the candles, sing birthday song...

Actually I'm too nervous and only made 2 wishes. Hahaha...I know I'm very lame, k? wat a waste... And they kept asking me tell them 2 of the 3 wishes. If I told them then I tell all my wishes, so at the last I didn't tell.haha... But nothing special about my wish also, very normal wish.

A patung on the cake which I threw it immediately after they left because it was too dirty inside it.
They present which they gave me and was actually chosen by my sisters. Hmm... they know my taste very much.
Taking pictures in my room and on ah peng's bed...
Thanks!! : Jess, jing wen, Ah Be, monica chai, yi hau, jun cheng, Alvin, Rachel Wong, See ling, peng peng and Chin Chin.

At night...
Time: Around 8pm
Venue: My uncle's house
Activity: Celebrate Da Boy and my birthday.
They bought two cakes...
This cake was bought by my cousin from Secret Recipe.
I prefer this.
This cake was bought by my sister from Ma Baker. It looks prettier but it doesn't taste really good.


Da Boy and me. Don't get cheated by the candles. He is actually one year older than me.
The camera man who was very slow motion did not manage to catch the scene we blew the candles. =_=!!!
So...
We act to blow the candles to let her took the photo with her own speed.
Finally!!

I took more than one week to accomplish this post.lol...
This is the post I ever spend the longest time on it.
Probably due to the lousy connection and I don't have good mood these day too which makes me felt very reluctant to finish it.
But... finally!!! this is it!!!
Thanks again to all the people.

12/10/08

volleyball match

Last two days, I had joined the volleyball match. From the very beginning they asked me to join the team until finish the games, the whole process, are very funny actually. But still very enjoy to play the match with them.

Two days before the match, I was studying for the quiz of heat transfer at the lab alone. Suddenly I received a message from Catherine. She asked me to join her team. At first I was afraid because I thought they are pros and I might spoilt the games. So I asked jessica's opinion. She told me that Catherine is not good either. Then I decided to join the competition because got someone accompany me.lol...

I never knew who is my teammates until few 10 min before the match started. I was stunned at the moment when I saw they always use the legs and head to hit the ball except Catherine and my leader. "Are they planned to join the football match? But due to registered the wrong competition, so they got no choice, have to play it to get the deposit back... "I was thinking...

During the match I saw miracles happened again and again. I accidentally got the ball and scored the first point for my team at the first match. There was a moment, I was tried to save the ball. Suddenly I saw a leg, very fast and powerful, kicked the ball. That was the first time in my life that I felt I was lucky and pleasure to be alive. But somehow, my teammates evolved very fast that they used hands instead of legs to get the ball and even able to block the balls. I never thought the evolution of humans can be that fast.

At the second match, our opponents are almost same standard with our team. Unfortunately, they were leading the first half. At the second half, the game came to 24-24, it's my turn to serve the ball. My heart was beating extremely fast that I can felt the rhythms because I can't serve the balls well. I'm afraid I miss it and I always fail to do something when I was nervous and highly stressed. I was even planned to act to faint on the floor and left the court. My teammates kept reminds me "要过啊!", Press who sitting beside the court shout " 加油". Even Alan who looks after the lines said "不要紧张". After the whistle blow, everyone became quiet and stared at me. It's out of what I'm expected. I successful served the ball to the opponent's court. Everyone was shouting "good ball!!" and tried to push the ball to each other's court and kept shouting like monster. At last we won the second half, but our leader hurt his leg and can't continue the third game. Finally, we lose but it was the most exciting game for both teams.lol...

At the third match which was the last match, the opponent let us won the second game intentionally. Although all of us knew is impossible to defeat the opponents but we still played very hard and never think of giving up. Just like we expected, we lose the match but we enjoy the games very much. It's a sweet memory for me.lol...

Besides the memories and the experiences, I got another "gifts" from the match. I'm suffer for muscles' pain. My back, arms and legs are pain and a bruise on my right knee. I nearly cannot wake up from my bed this morning...

But if there is another chance, I will join the match again.lol...

08/10/08

Tagged by little fern

Actually I dunno what happen when I saw the "tagged"...
Finally figured out after spend some time to explore.

15 weird things/habits/little known facts about myself:
1. I always hang out alone but I don't really like to do so.

2. I will go to tasty point if I have to eat alone at outside because there are newspapers always available there.

3. I can't live without comics and games.

4. I never keep my hair long.

5. I am shy ,quiet and blush quite easily.

6. I like go to Popular read books and hide them at somewhere else in bookshop if I can't finish them.

7. I'm lazy to work.

8. I like to play bowling but it is under renovation and I don't like their shoes.

9. I like to play volleyball but I always suffer for muscle's pain.

10.I like to swimming but I hate to wash the equipments. So sometimes I'm struggle whether I should go swimming or not.

11.I like to sleep until very late but always wake up early. (I'm feeling weird too...)

12.I got lousy "Antenna".

13.I always thinking how can I grow taller at my age.

14.I hate Ah Peng slip away at the half way when we go shopping together.

15.I have many secrets that I never tell.

01/10/08

一个不眠之夜

在一个深夜里
我拿着书本,默默的啃着
幻想着啃了书就能轻松过关的模样
不禁傻傻的对着自己笑
自嘲着自己,
快考试了,还在发夜里梦
书,又读不完了
唉,好一个不眠之夜

某一个深夜里
我抱着枕头,默默的发抖
看着主角们一个个惨死的模样
我不禁打了一个冷颤
思想着戏里的主角
怎么都死得不干不脆
眼看主角们又逃过一劫
看来,又是一个不眠之夜

另一个深夜里
我拿着漫画,默默的读着
好像接力赛一样,一本接一本
我摸着自己的狼心狗肺自问
“你要读到几时,读完有奖拿咩?”
明知眼珠累得快掉
还不舍得把书放下
今夜,又是另一个不眠之夜

不知何时,我才能高枕无忧
请不要再折磨我了!!!