KFC

今天，刚睡醒的我饿得像只狼。

上了一下下的网，就骑着我的老铁马，到老街那边吃KFC。

一进去，很少人，感觉还不错，我讨厌多人的餐厅。

叫了我最爱的snack plate，选了风水位，洗了手，坐了下来，就用餐。

坐在我背后的两个小弟弟，不断述说着自己打机的威水史。

一个似乎有轻微弱智的员工，努力的工作，让别人认同自己。

一个戴墨镜很酷的uncle，走进来时，给予该员工一个亲切的微笑。

一个女孩，叫了一杯水，很勤劳的在读书。

一个妇女，叫了儿童套餐，不断的传简讯。

一个爸爸，带着他的女儿，两个很幸福的样子在用餐。

看来，今天的KFC，很不一样呢。

我想，我爱上它了，怎么办？

不正常的一家人

曾经，我非常恨我妈怎么这么不懂得照顾及教育自己的孩子（从没想过自己是那么的早熟）。明明小的时候，大家都非常优秀，（或许，除了我吧）怎么长大了之后，总是吊车尾地。

长大了之后，思想成熟了，我开始发觉，我妈自己也都在一个非常封闭而且不正常的家庭长大，受的教育也不多，根本就不能期待她能像一般人那样，可以很正常的带大自己的孩子，只要她还在乎我们，那就够了。（如果你仔细的观察我妈，你就会发现她和其他的母亲真的很不一样，没骗你的）

我爱吃苹果但讨厌梨，我妈却不喜欢买苹果，反而喜欢买梨，并且硬逼我吃，我发誓她真的知道我喜欢苹果。别人的妈妈都鼓励自己的孩子参加课外活动，我妈希望这些无谓的能免则免。我要打球，她叫我要运动就在自己的家跑几圈，要不然就去屋外跑。别人的妈妈都会把家里打扫的干干净净，她却是家里最主要的垃圾制造者，试过稍微收拾，guess what？都被狠狠的修理一顿，因为收拾了，她找不到她要的东西，而且也把她所谓“有用”的东西丢了（根本就是你我都会百分百认为该丢的垃圾）。我姑姑还告诉过我，我妈在我们小的时候，喜欢乘我们上学的时候，把奇奇怪怪的符藏在我们的书架或是书里。

算了算，我从来都不期待她会变成正常人。既然我是受了教育的人，很多从我妈传下来错误的观念，都要在我这一代结束，我不打算改变我妈，至少，不要再让那些错误的观念，“荼毒”我们的下一代。（哈哈，好向很伟大的感觉）。因此，我开始收拾我的房间，很无奈地，我妹得到我妈的真传，房间怎么收都收不干净，但，我还是尽我的能力清理我的房间。不但如此，我还尽力的打扫和我有密切关系的地方和物品。比如，小蓝，楼梯，走廊，等等。其他的，就算了，嫌骂的少mei？至于信仰，除了拜祖先，还有偶尔到庙里拜拜以外，其他的，免了。

虽然我妈很不正常，但至少，她的不正常，很多时候都是为了我们好，只是，用错方法了，所以没有人领情，很不好的行为，因为真的很顶不顺。在此，还真的要请母亲大人多多包涵我迟来的叛逆期。

最近比较烦，比较烦，比较烦～

最近很烦燥，一起床，脾气都不好，超级气的，又不敢出去，怕没时间读书。
最近常下雨，想出去走走也不行，要不然每次都在半途中变成落汤鸡，又是湿淋淋的回家。
晚上想出去，又没地方去，也超危险的，而且晚风也很冷，吹得我发抖。
想看漫画，又怕漫画瘾发作，一看就要把整橱的漫画看完才罢休。
每一次读书，都读得很累，累了又不知道要干什么。

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无言的结局

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What happened today?

Dear diary,

Today is my birthday, I woke up quite early today. It's around 11 am. After tidy up myself, I went out with my dearest bike.

First, I went to eat my favorite food, laksa. Actually, it isn't a right time for me to appear there because it's luch hour, so too many people squeeze into the cafe and I can't get any newspaper to read. So, I left once finish my food.

Then, while riding my bike,so suddenly, that I had made a wish, to watch 2 movies today. It's kind a waste, isn't it? Since normally we have only 3 wishes for birthday. Oh well, I don't want to make my life so complicated, simple suites me. I'm not going to tell all my wishes here although all of them are ordinary and simple. So, back to the movies. Both of them are quite new. The first movie is Surrogates. It is somehow disappointed me. I expect there would be alot of massive scene but not much of them. The second movie is Pandorum, it released today. I thought it is a horror movie but more to adventurous and science fiction. But both of them is above average for me, quite satisfied.

After that, I ever think of playing bowling. But it's quite late already. So, I went home, prepare for the dinner tonight. What very funny is, I was so insist to require crabs should appear on the table for dinner, and my sis was like =_=!!! lol...

Somehow, my behaviours made my friends worried. But that is my habit, I guess if you get used of it, you will understand. And, you know, I'm very busy, from what I stated above there. So, it isn't a right time to text me, very sorry for my irresponsive.

p/s My sis showed me that she wear B cup bra for dinner tonight. ^^

Greetings

Sometimes, I'm enjoy to ss especially when I am happy.

When I come back home the first thing I do is say "halo!!" to everyone in my sight including animals.

I used to greet the dogs, they always knew it, so each time I greet to them, they would swing their tail .

Besides dogs, I like to say hi miao mi to stray cats, fei hong and samseng. Sometimes they are like knowing I'm greeting to them and say meow to greet me too.

The funniest thing is I always shout " 嗨，大家好，我回来了!!!" to everyone once I step in the house, and acts like they are very excited to see me back, but in fact, they always ignore me and give me expression of =_=

自我介绍

姓名：林淑娟

星座：天枰座

排行：第二

血型：A

身高：152cm

体重：45kg

绰号：kian，kian mui，娟妹，老二，红苹果，strawberry，stacey

优点：有礼让的精神，幽默

缺点：懒惰，伤别人的心，浪子一个，不良少女，离家出走的人

喜爱的食物：海鲜，寿司，laksa，kfc，等等

喜爱的饮料：limau peng

喜爱的运动：篮球，排球，羽球，保龄球，游泳，爬山，跑步，等等

喜爱的活动：看漫画，打电动，上网，睡觉，漫无目的得到处晃，发白日梦，看电影

喜欢的水果：苹果，葡萄

喜欢的事：看我妹跳脱衣舞，和朋友到处晃

讨厌的食物：内脏，辣椒，零食，等等

讨厌的饮料：薏米，咖啡

讨厌的水果：梨，黄梨

讨厌的事：弄坏我的漫画，被骗，占我便宜

不爽的事：摸我的主机，推我的桌子，弄脏我刚清理的地方，在我做功课时一直盯着我

讨厌的事：驾车

When I was small, I have a dream

When I was a child, I dreamed to be a scientist. Everyday, I tracked the small insects (ants, caterpillar, spider, grasshopper, dragonfly...) and observed their daily activities. On the other hand, I also liked to broke down the small devices to see how it function. Actually what I have done were stupid acts. I don't know why, maybe I am started to grow up, and realised it is kind a difficult for someone who are brainless like me to be a scientist. Then, it fades...

When I was a primary kid, I dreamed to be a doctor. I thought doctors can earn so much and it can make me looks "yeng" too. So I started to learn the ways to treat the wounds and pay attention to what related to doctor. After I grew older, I realised it is just a high standard blue collar job, which means, it cannot make me alot of money and it is a tough job. Besides, I would need to spent alot of money, time and efforts on it. Oh no, no no no, I am too lazy and lack of intelligence to do it. So, it is terminated...

Comes to the teenage, I dreamed to be a pharmacist. I always failed my biology in my semester test and only a pass for my SPM. But I don't want to give up so fast. So I decided to go for bio stream in STPM. The Bio class didn't even start, I changed my mind, and switched to physics stream. I also can't believe myself by being so random like this. Well, teenagers... just because we know nothing, so we dare to do any kind of "creative" and dangerous decisions. I switched to physics stream because I heard bio stream is too tough and had a lot of works to do. People who is lazy like me cannot survive in bio stream, so, I abandoned it...

Here comes to present, I am now aim to be an engineer. Before I came to Curtin, I know nothing about it at all. I choosed engineering course because everyone said it is suitable to me and can make me alot of $$. Besides, I prefer study science compared to commerce. Then, here I am. What I found something interesting is, most of the inventors I admired when I was a child are actually engineers. Quite suprise that my present ambition is very near to my chilhood dream. I really enjoy studying engineering especially chemical engineering because it can make me alot of $$$, so that I can "eat gao gao" and "play gao gao" at the future. Looking forward it...

普通的 VS 真正的

An email which I received:

一個普通的朋友從未看過你哭泣。

一個真正的朋友有雙肩讓你的淚水濕盡。

一個普通的朋友不知道你父母的姓氏。

一個真正的朋友有他們的電話在通訊錄上。

一個普通的朋友會帶瓶葡萄酒參加你的派對。

一個真正的朋友會早點來幫你準備並且為了幫你打掃而晚點走。

一個普通的朋友討厭你在他睡了後打來。

一個真正的朋友會問為什麼現在才打來。

一個普通的朋友找你談論你的困擾。

一個真正的朋友找你解決你的困擾。

一個普通的朋友對你的羅曼史感到好奇。

一個真正的朋友可以威脅你說出來。

一個普通的朋友在拜訪時，像一個客人一樣。

一個真正的朋友會打開冰箱自己拿東西。

一個普通的朋友在吵架後就認為友誼已經結束。

一個真正的朋友明白當你們還沒打過架就不叫真正的友誼。

一個普通的朋友期望你永遠在他身邊陪他。

一個真正的朋友期望他能永遠陪在你?

**Obviously, I'm a true friend, haha...**