不热爱生命？

我是不是一个不热爱，不珍惜生命的人？

每天熬夜，尽吃些垃圾食物，健康常识，一概不知。
生病了，也很不愿意看医生，等它自己好。

做事很不负责任，也很自私。
只要没烧到我这里，一切与我无关。
常常缩头缩尾地。
遇到麻烦就关起门窗，设法盖过它。
没法解决？等它爆。
做任何事都没尽全力，得过且过就好。

我，是不是很失败？

currently

CURRENTLY, I have my traninig in SHIN YANG. Left one more week, I'll officially annouce to all people that I had suffered for 1 MONTH!!
Every single days, I look at my watch and calender. Count the times and days frequently.
I snaked and day dreaming during working hours. I even think so many excuses to take leave and is in the progress.

Luckily I have 2 seniors there. They are quite funny. They talk about their fake love affair all the time. I ever thought some of the stories are true, so stupid.
They are very nice and so helpful. They invite me to go to pizza hut to celebrate that we had worked for 1 month but still in planning.

This year is not my year. I can't reach my expectation even I work so hard and even fall sick so many times. I hope next year which is my zodiac year can bring me luck. yeah, I want to buy TOTO next year.

Chinese New Year is around the corner, Boulevard is preparing for it now. Both my wicked sisters had got their new year attires--go hell. I feel so lazy to shop for my new year clothes.

Last week, I told my sister to buy Ninja Assasin or Saw but she refused and buy Carrier which is the most bored movie I ever watched--go hell.
Actually yesterday my sister and I should go to massage but her aunty visit came at the wrong time. So we decided to delay it to next week which is this week. THIS TIME MUST GO!!